What if instead of fighting against MR and getting bent out of shape over it, we just took the time to reevaluate our lives. What if all those things we now question (that yesterday seemed so sure) were actually blessings in disguise. What if all the back and forth, indecisiveness and confusion were mere signals from the Universe and beyond to just HOLD ON; don't make this decision RIGHT NOW and to trust.
I am a believer in divine timing, and I can put to rest my controlling nature for a minute to trust that all is coming but sometimes it just feels like you're being tested more than you can handle. My teacher, my guru tells me that when you just don't know what to do, go take a nap. Let's just say I've taken a lot of naps lately.
In the midst of uncertainty, you just have to believe that what is happening, what is being conjured is exactly what was meant to all along. So go with it. MR comes about every so many weeks - there's no hiding from it, there's no shield to protect you. Just an opportunity to step aside and let nature do it's work.